A trip to Changi airport

Mama and Papa brought Lele to Changi Airport today! We had so much fun that when Lele got home, he became a bit cranky cos of over-stimulation... ... Are all babies like that? Hmm... or maybe I just need to bring Lele out more often? But it's not that we NEVER bring Lele out. Almost everyday Lele gets to go downstairs for a walk with his grandpa. Sometimes, he gets to go to a nearby market or a trip in the car! Come weekend, Lele gets to enjoy family days with mama and papa. I guess babies being babies, their brain tires easily from processing too much information.

Heart tugger

There are many ways Lele tug at my heart.

Yesterday after I got home from work, he looked at me and gave a very sweet smile...

This morning while I was at work, papa was sms-ing me from home when he noticed Lele staring at him and his phone. So he told Lele that he is messaging mama and then pretended to be talking to mama on the phone. When he said, "Lele ye heng xiang mama (Lele also missed mama very much)", Lele gave a very sheepish grin...

All these little moments with him makes me want to give up the world just so I can stay by his side more often..........................................................................................................................................

LLL (Laugh Lele Laugh)

Today Lele reached another milestone: laughter, but too bad mama was not around to witness it. It happened like this...
Papa was at home with Lele when he poopoo, so papa went on to change his diaper. Papa's tolerance of stench is low, so he couldn't help but exclaim to Lele, "ee... chou chou!" and was hit by surprise when Lele started cackling loudly!!!
So papa repeated again and again. Each time Lele would be so tickled, seemingly by the word "chouchou" , that he laughed out loud!

I was quite when I papa told me via sms. His excitement was all over the place and I thought, "So unfair that papa, who spends so little time with Lele, gets to see his milestone." Of course, I didn't mean it that way... ... ...It's just that there are many frustrations in my life right now... no home of my home, a job that I don't like, yearning to be with my boy day and night, yet no option of becoming a SAHM as long as a place of my own is beyond reach...

There's nothing more I want right now than to stay in a place of my own with my husband and Lele..............................................................................................................................................................